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Ok so I have decided to join the blogging community. Not that I have never blogged in my life before. I did and no I’m not letting you know because that blog is written when I’m not in the clear state of mind. =) (pretty sure you don’t want to know) So why blog here and now? Because I was inspired by those rich and famous bloggers who can make their living by just sitting at home and typing away in front of the screen. (wonder how they can get rich by typing about celebrities or being narcissist) Besides they lead a glamorous life and suddenly you are the popular one in town.(that just make me sound power-hunger ==’)(gawd I’m so ambitious) So because of my ultimate seemingly foolish dream of being rich and famous by merely typing and wanting to have half naked Johnny Depp and Sean Penn be my neighbours in Beverly Hills,(Paris Hilton is fine by me as I would be hugely entertained.=] ) I have decided to start a blog in hoping that I would be the next acclaimed blogger.Of couse not to forget the selfish-ambitious-desperate-narcissist part of me. =) Come on, everyone who blogged write down their inner thoughts or their daily activities in hoping that people will read and leave comments to fulfil their loneliness or even desperation of being noticed. (hopefully I did not just offend anyone out there) So yes I’m deprived of attention so please kindly give some to me. =)

Anyway I’m back to my dilapidated, run-down, low cost hostel (because of the student council meeting, ish) and surprisingly I’m dreading to come back here. I want to balik kampung and rot in my mum’s newly purchased purple L-shaped sofa and watch all the television programme from the 36 inch tv (persuading mom to change to a 72 inch plasma) that I have missed and start drooling all over the hot guys and fantasize about them. Sigh. Thank god i watched my Oscar yesterday and my Mcdreamy is SO CUTE. (he looks like a Greek God to me) *grins sheepishly* Pretty ladies were all over the places and Jennifer Garner is ohhhh soooo pretty (wonder why she married Ben Affleck) Nicole Kidman is as elegant as usual and she seems to glowwwww. Maybe is because she incubates a human being inside. =) same goes with Jessica Alba, she seems busty though. (not slutty busty but sexily busty)=)) (my dream is to be the presenter like Ellen Degeneres or Jon Steward or even the host on the red carpet will be enough for me. :] ) Cate Blanchett is soooo pretty and glowing and elegant as well. =)) maybe by incubating a human being inside makes one glow. hmm. Anyway I was waiting for my Sean Penn during the red carpet interview but they did not interview him AT ALL. NOT EVEN SHOT HIS PICTURE. I have developed this HUGE CRUSH on him after watching Mystic River. Yes I’m aware he is old BUT he is so charming and hawt and have this bad boy image. *melts*

Ok enough of my Hollywood dreams. How’s Chinese New Year? Oh well it was alright. It is just as usual- loads of food,put on the plastic smile to every relative/family’s friends house and pretend to be interested in their boring coversation. I’m never the big fan of CNY asides of the food. The thing I hated the most is visiting your relatives and extended families and family’s friends even the extended families of your family’s friends. So most of the time I will just keep quiet and hoping that I would dissolve into the wall behind me.

Alright that’s about it for now. I missed my kampung laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and my annoying sister and my naggy mom. gosh im so bored that i think i wanna drown in the sea called boredness. anyone wanna join me? maybe i should find someone so i wont be so bored. too bad Sean Penn is taken. sobs. i shall just sink in my own boredom.