elaine

I have been feeling like a baby recently, wanting to go home so badly.

I miss home. surprisingly.

And I realized that time passes quickly when I’m in the library. Is like suddenly the sky is dark.

I want to speak to you again.

I need to change my bedsheets. It’s been two weeks.

I have been having weird dreams lately. Like totally bizarre including me kissing Ashton Kutcher.

I’m supposed to wipe my floor.

I miss those times where I can still have faith in humans.

I miss Montgomery. I really like her. There was once I stopped Grey’s for sometime because Mcdreamy stayed with her for obligation but still sleep with Meredith.

I miss the you whom I haven’t been talking to for god knows how long.

I feel like attending Avril’s concert and cry when she sings her emo songs.

I miss the petrol smell.

I miss the newly washed bedsheets smell.

My soy milk just spoilt.

Wall-E is probably the best animation ever. The first animation that makes me sniffle my nose and wiping off my tears from the corner of my eyes. Yeah. A cartoon that makes me cry, how BAD can it be???

I have many different personalities in me yet I still feel lonely.

I hope you are fine.

I need to clear up all the papers and mess on my floor.

I have to stop eating MCD.

I will start cracking my work tomorrow. I promise.

Oh and I just learned that mutton is lamb. I always thought mutton is beef just like how I used to think tuna is from the whale. (my mum told me about the latter. you would have believed your mum when you were young and gullible. she made me feel bad and mourned for the whales for well…almost my whole life.)

I’m really weird. My mood can swing from one end till the other in like…5 secs?

Convo of the day:

elaine says:
I don’t mean I need sex literally. I said it randomly because is always either food or sex but since I had my dinner so there goes food.

elaine says:
is just that i think i need some warmth

elaine says:
warmth from half naked men

elaine says:
Ok. maybe i do need sex after all.

Laura says:
hahahaha

elaine says:
I’m broke.

MiTcH says:
maybe you can con some guy into buying you drinks.

elaine says:
Cheapskate.

MiTcH says:
No. That’s call strategic planning.