Like an apple on a tree,hiding out behind the leaves,I was difficult to reach.
I have my PR assignment due on this thursday 9am which is just the day after tomorrow and I have yet to start. Hell, I haven’t even picked my campaign yet. The people in charged will only give me a feedback tomorrow or day after tomorrow. Great. Well blamed it on my procrastination. I have been so screwed over by all my assignments.Blek.
Moving on, my life currently is…stagnant. The feelings that I’m going through is indescribable. My emotions are so drained up from my body. That day, I finally shattered. Finally, I broke into million little pieces. Finally, I let my emotions overrun me. Finally, I acknowledged the pain, the grief, the sadness, the reality, the fantasy, the everything and nothing at all. Finally, I let go of myself. I’m rising above and telling myself that it will pass. somehow. But right now. I just want to be miserable. 
When you try your best but you don’t succeed,
when you get what you want but not what you need,
when you feel so tired but you can’t sleep,
stuck in reverse.
When the tears come streaming down your face,
when you lost something you can’t replace,
when you love someone but it goes to waste,
could it be worse?
